HOPE~

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

I just hope someday I will leave

Letting all the thing I have

Even the poor thing

Even the precious gift

I just feel too tired

Keep searching and searching

But at the end I win for nothing

They say my life complete enough

But they never know depth in my heart

I was lonely although I have everybody

I was lost and I never know where path to go

I missed a lot of thing; I’m dying for that feeling

But I didn’t know what the thing was

I drowned and I can’t even breathe

God, I never feel satisfied

Not because I was not thankful

But I always think that I’m not good enough

To begging for your promise

I was scared that u will forget me

It is enough I live for nothing

Don’t make me leave for nothing too

#rasa tidak keruan.. terlalu banyak ujian lately ni. semoga aku kuat ya Allah..